Sunday, 29 March 2009

End of 1st Year

I haven't posted in a while for a few reasons, and its reassuring to see that others have the same feelings - clearly jotted down by The Girl. Mostly it's because I am sure I will be identified if I give too much away and so many of the things I could say are being kept under my hat.

I am however, still here and still trudging on. 1st year is nearly over and it's hard to believe. At some points I thought I would never get to the summer exams, and now they are looming it feels like a flash.

Good luck to all the other 1 year medics out there starting to hunker down and give up their lives to the books.

Also, I've just come across The Blog of a Basics Doc an excellent read and this Doc is who I want to be when I grow up! :D

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Starstruck!

Well, my little blog was not intended to reach very far, in fact I started it just to pop down some personal musings in an attempt to keep me sane as I plod though these next 5 years. So you can understand that it was quite a shock to find Dr Crippen had mentioned me over at NHS Blog Doctor!

I am a great fan of Dr Crippen and I normally agree with everything he says. I'm therefore a wee bit starstruck at the moment!

Thanks to everyone who left comments there and here, and can I say again that any reference I have made to the nursing profession and mini-doctors etc is not coming from an axe to grind or a vendetta - unfortunately its just the plain truth from my personal experiences.

As I've said before, I have had a mixed bag in terms of my experiences during my training and post-qualifying - there were times the Wibble got too much and I felt like packing it all in, whilst there were also times that I thoroughly enjoyed the work and wondered if I was wise leaving it to start all over.

So I make no apology for my comments earlier, particularly regarding the anatomy content of my degree (I understand other nursing degrees had their students in the dissection room etc - mine did not) as I'm simply relaying the facts.

Also, those who wish to shout loudly regarding the comments made by Dr Crippen, myself and others with a similar view on the government's plan to have nurse specialists for everything, would do well to get a copy of Suzanne Fullbrook's commentary in the BJN. Heres a quote:

has that nurse moved so far from the traditional role so as to attract the claim that he/she is a ‘doctor alternative’ and no longer a ‘nurse’?

What do the public think of the new "nurdoc" role? Fullbrook S,
British Journal of Nursing (BJN), 2004 May 13-26; 13(9): 564-564


Her series of articles discussing this topic back in 2004 are a worthwhile read, especially so when one considers that she is writing from inside the nursing profession.

Also, take time to read Mary, the Nurse Specialist's story as highlighted by Dr Crippen - I need say no more.

Anyway, Ive been quiet lately as I am preparing for next week's exams... So now I'm off to drink a bucket of coffee and start today's cramming session!

Sunday, 9 November 2008

Its Hard Work

Well, I'm here, and the pace is crazy.
The people are friendly, I already have a circle of good mates, the banter is top notch and the course is pretty sound.

But there are exams soon and I'm worried. I'm worried because of the sheer volume of information I am supposed to know, and I'm worried because my friend Procrastination has been firmly at my side this past 6 weeks, and I'm hoping I haven't left it too late.

Also, to the few nurses there are in existence that think "nurses should be given credit to jump to second year of medicine" or "Making you start in first year is the two fingered salute to nurses isn't it?" (Both comments I have heard from different colleagues) You are utterly wrong.
Nursing education is so poor that the whistlestop tour of anatomy you get in 2nd year is merely a drop in the ocean compared to the stuff we have been doing since the start of the semester.

So, you nurses who have major attitude problems on wards to FY1s thinking you know more than them because they dare to ask your input - again, You are utterly wrong. Sort out your mindset and realise that Nursing and Medicine is not the same, and you are not a mini doctor. Your role is important of course, but in no way is it a diluted form of medicine that you have studied. (And before anyone jumps down my throat, I can say this as I have trained and worked in a large teaching hospital where medics were trained too, Ive seen the attitudes and Ive heard the chatter at the nurses station)

The government would do well remembering that when opening brand spanking new Polyclinics with Nurse Consultants in everything from Impotence to Pain Management, calling themselves Dr because they have done some crazy research project in touchy-feeliness. Pull the other one!

Monday, 25 August 2008

Arrival of the Norwegian Air Ambulance

What an amazing Pic. This is my dream job - The Snow, The Mountains, and Immediate Care, Happy Days!

Monday, 11 August 2008

Just a Month to Go.

Well, I don't have anything to blog about really, I'm working every hour I can work (though I am STILL waiting on my AcessNI check to come back for one agency - 14 weeks later!!) so its feast or famine, I'm either so bored from no work, or so tired from way too much. Not really bloggable I'm afraid.

Well, I need the money. Ive been denied a tuition fee loan because I am a graduate, so my maintenance loan which is to pay for food and fuel etc, will come into my account one day and go straight out the next to pay my fees. So I need every penny I can make now, which doesn't bode well for my massive desire for a boat. Any boat.
I am having paddling withdrawals. Whilst I am getting a bit of paddling in here and there when I can, I don't have my own boat, and I was far too reliant on the large stock of comfy Dagger GTXs at my old club to even have to worry about getting a boat of my own, but I'm home now and things are different!
The Uni I am going to seem to have an active Canoe Club, and there are rumours of a Sea Kayaking Club not far down the road either, question is, How am I going to hold on til then? Needs must I suppose!
Oh well, the Olympic paddling starts tomorrow, so all the best to Eoin Rheinisch, Ireland's only paddler who goes in at 09:22:30 AM and 11:14:30 AM our time.
Its silly o'clock now but I'm far from sleepy as my erratic shifts have sent my sleep pattern haywire, so no doubt I'll be facebooking it until the even wee-er hours.

Only 4 weeks and 2 days until I become a Medical Student. I still cant take it in!

Friday, 18 July 2008

Someday............

Well, 5 more years of being a student has left me thinking every 20p is precious, so I have a few ambitions but they are on hold.
Kayaking is a big passion in my life, and here is a video of one of those ambitions....

Check out the landing!




Yeeha!

Thursday, 17 July 2008

Entrance to Medicine as a Graduate.... The Triathlon!

So since I have nothing really relevant to put down here yet, ( apart from my trip down Ranting Student Nurse lane) I thought it may be helpful to write a little on the process of getting into Medical School as a Graduate, as arduous as it is!

This will be a long post.... Essential Items Include: A Bucket of Tea and A Whole Packet of Bikkies.

I'm sure you can tell that I had my mind set on Medicine since day 1, but things don't always go that way.
I know that there are more and more students going into the Biomedical Sciences etc as Undergrads because either they didn't make the grade for Medicine as a school leaver, or it just wasn't their time, so I'm not actually that odd in taking this windy route.

First of all, let me say, if you want to go into Medicine as a Grad, then you had better be prepared to work your cottons off. There are to my knowledge only 3 Medical Schools (Peninsula, SGUL and East Anglia) that accept students with a 2:2 and they are then required to sit the GAMSAT An entrance exam rumoured to be so horrible it is better imagined that described.

I had a look at the GAMSAT preparations and I knew right away that it was not an exam I had a reasonable chance of doing well in, so I set my sights for a 2:1 and that meant the entrance exam I took was the UKCAT.

Now, whilst the GAMSAT appeared insurmountable to me, the UKCAT was no picnic either.
To be honest, it was such a brain drain, that I cant remember much about the actual thing, and like most exams, I doubt if I sat down to do it now I could get a good average.
Have a look at the practice tests on their website and you will get a feel of what it is like. There is a practice book available too, I never used it, but some on NMM (THE site for prospective Med Schoolers) sing its praises.

You get your UKCAT scores on the day, and so will know from then weather its Game On or not. It was rumoured that this year round Barts had a UKCAT cut-0ff 600 and that seems to be the benchmark for most schools, so my plan was to aim for 700 and I should land somewhere between there and 600. Thankfully that worked out and 667 was my final average.

I'm sure choosing where to go will depend on where you live, if you are a party animal etc etc, but I would say that for Medical School, it would be prudent to check if where you have your heart set on is in the PBL (or PBHell as The Little Medic calls it) camp or not. PBL has been likened to DIY - Do it Yourself Medical Education, and I am yet to find a strong supporter of it.
I know it would not suit my learning style at all, and so I opted for the most Traditional Based course I could find.

The next step is your Personal Statement. No doubt you'll have had a crack at this the first time around, and this time it is 10 times as important.
Medical Schools have the cream of the crop applying to them, so you really need to make your PS stand on on your UCAS form. The School I am going to in Scotland told us on the open day that they have a marking criteria with so much set aside for the following:

Required Academic Standard (2:1 or higher)
Extra Academic Achievements
Relevant Work Experience
Good All Rounder - so plenty of solid Extra Curricular Activities here
Personal Achievements - Duke of Ed Gold, Grade 8 Piano, etc etc.
UKCAT Average for borderline scores.

I didn't have much of a problem with ticking those boxes, being a Kayaking Nurse! But I am told that for those coming from a straight science degree, or those who are not science grads at all, it can be difficult getting the right amount of volunteer/shadow experience to fill the gaps.

It goes without saying that its wise to get a scholarly type/someone in the know to read through it and make suggestions before you submit it, oh and be prepared for many re-drafts as the word limit is teensy, and I know I found it tough to get all the salient points to fit.

The next step after you submit your UCAS Form......


WAIT.


For Months.


and Months.


and Finally......


I applied to 3 courses, one 5 year in Scotland and two 4 years GEPs in London.
KCL GEP gave me a flat rejection and I found that out in late November.
I had my interview at the Scottish School in Mid February, and had my offer late March.
Barts GEP didn't interview until the first week in March, and I was emailed an offer mid April.


So the timeline is roughly,
Open Days: May/June '07, UKCAT: July '07, UCAS Form: October '07,
Interviews: Feb/March 08, Offers: March/April 08.

So for practically a whole year, you will be thinking non stop: What If? Am I Good Enough? Pleeeeeeeeease! It'll Never Happen. Stop Thinking About It! Its all Good, Chill. Yikes!
And other variations on that theme!
And, like me you could be working every waking hour in an effort to bag that all important 2:1 at the same time. I think I overcooked the working hard bit as I finished with a 1st - I was chuffed to bits but a 2:1 would have done lol.

As I had two offers, it was a bit of a dilemma as to where to go. I had started the whole process thinking it would be a trial run this year, as I had read of many people on their 3rd and 4th attempts on the application cycle, and so I was quite shocked to have gotten an offer never mind 2.

My offers could not have been from more different places. Both schools had fantastic reputations, but one was smack bang in the heart of the East End, and the other was in Rural Scotland. One was a Graduate Entry Programme so would last 4 years, and the other was a regular 5 year programme. Fees were different and accommodation/costs of living were also different, and being a BASICS/Pre-Hospital Junkie, the Chopper on the Roof at Barts had quite a draw. I had a lot of thinking to do.

I settled on Scotland (I'm not going to say where exactly I am going) because:

1) It is the regular 5 years, so I will not be cramming 4 years of study into 5, and hopefully I will have more time to focus on things like BioChem and the like, which for me may need a bit of work.

2) Because it is the regular 5 year course, I should have more time to fit some bank nursing shifts in - because don't forget, if you are going in as a Graduate, you may not be eligible for a Student Loan/Tuition Fee Loan (I'm still waiting to find out what I will get)

3) Its not London. 4 years in London and I had had enough, 4 more and I may have forgotten what Ireland's mountains looked like, so I had to get away.
Plus, your boogies turn black after an hour on the Underground - whats up with that?!


So I settled for Scotland and I haven't looked back. Roll On September!


P.S: I haven't commented on the Interviews at either institution, as at Barts we were expressly asked not to. Suffice to say it was a 5 hour marathon, but to go into detail would be unfair as it would give the game away.


Yikes, if you have read all that you deserve a medal. Any Questions that I haven't touched on, Feel Free to Comment and I will get back to you.